tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3676399562721737928.post6000375341854237961..comments2021-07-13T09:28:00.433-07:00Comments on getting the bucks out: Mirror... self injury ...rorriMDOGDANCINGhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08407478554269205298noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3676399562721737928.post-31285988691235047072017-06-07T22:04:11.921-07:002017-06-07T22:04:11.921-07:00I actually thought about B when I was writing this...I actually thought about B when I was writing this, wondering the same thing. You have said he gets distressed watching the videos of him seizing. <br /><br />Is it the image of the child seizing that upsets him or is the stressed/concerned voices of Mom and Dad?<br /><br />I got the nick name "Cinder Paja" as a little child because I would run and cry in front of the corner. mirror. Doing that made me connect with me.<br /><br />You say: "hurts himself, then me..."<br /><br />and I have to hold my tongue...again. I have written and deleted my thought on that dozens of times. Not sure you want to hear them. Can't decide if hearing my thoughts would help you or just make things worse. DOGDANCINGhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08407478554269205298noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3676399562721737928.post-42505111167645553412017-05-17T13:18:40.318-07:002017-05-17T13:18:40.318-07:00I've read and re- read this many times. You ar...I've read and re- read this many times. You aren't brain damaged. I've never seen you that way. You can think, create, suppose, wonder, dream, talk, so many things. Raised great kids. <br /><br />When my son goes off the chain, hurts himself, then me...I wonder if he thinks anything like this. Christ I'd love to know. I'd love to hold up a mirror but to be honest I'm afraid he might break it. :). Gotta be a way to test it though. To see what he might do if he could see himself through all of it. Wonder if it could reach him? I think he's very smart, very receptive. The stuff they took out, the damaged parts, just won't let him tell me.<br /><br />Fucking tumors. :PKenneth Lillyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01026324400064140870noreply@blogger.com