Having a day of dark rain.
Where ever parenting failure I have ever made falls like rain through my mind.
Emotions blow like wind through my soul.
Pause
sun starts to break through
greyness brew again and the dark rain
pelts me with its damaging blows.
Life lightening starts to bolt me as well.
So many failures as a human being...
days like this
make me want to stand in the center of the storm and open my mouth and let the rain drown me.
so much pain
so
much
