Back injury's one and two added more pain. Neck/collar bone and rib injury yet more pain. Wrists and elbow injuries, more ...so when I developed groin pain 10 years ago I just sadly accepted it and added it to the rest of the pain.
I basically ignore by convincing my mind, that ...this is my base line. That I'm supposed to be in that much pain.
I tried twice to get it diagnosed and treated. First one might as well have been mother. I got a cold, "It's probably a hernia, we don't fix those anymore, just wear tight pants." WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?!
Second time it flared to a point I couldn't stand it my doctor was off and the on call saw me. She wanted to do a pelvic exam as groin pain can be indicative of gynecological issues. well that triggered the hell out of me, and I ended up a bawling mess and left. (Pelvic exams are something that take a lot of mental prep work for me. You just can't spring them on me.)
Last month it again got to FUCKIT ALL IM GOING TO THE ER NOW!!! on the pain scale, and I tried once again.
I got referred to a surgeon.
There are 3 possibilities of what it could be. Inguinal hernia from my last pregnancy, surgical adhesions from the horse falling on me surgery, or an issue with the Essure coils in my fallopian tubes, which last week I ruled out with the gynecologist.
Which means...holy moly....IT MOST LIKEY FIXABLE!!
For the first time I have hope that this constant pain can be taken away.
I see the surgeon on the 13th.
I hope he wants to fix this problem for me.
Less pain to be in would be such a welcomed thing,