Happy Birthday husband

 You turn 49 today.

You have been in my life for 23 years.

I am so glad you were born.

I got to see you become a father.  I got to parent with you.

Best of all I got to be loved by you. Your gentle calmness tamed my wildness.

Oh the adventures you have had in this life.

And I got to come along.  Bet other women would be jealous if they knew that every time I washed dishes, you come running and "pay" me with a back rub and dishes-kisses.

 

Took me 15 years but I finally defeated you in a game of chess. Guess lessons from a Fide Master pay off.

You introduced me to bowling.

and to motherhood.

added Sunday night dinner into my life.

Lady Liberty, Oregon state champ!

You enriched my life with games I would have never played. 

As well as enriching our children's lives.

You will always be the Paladin to my druid. 

Even when you roll over me and take my cities.

Back alley bridge night.

Story of my life. Even when you spot me massive prestige, you are a formidable opponent, and I love to face off with you.

Your children inherited your love of games and adventure.

As well as your gentle kindness.

I'm so glad you're having another birthday  my love.

Thank you for all you do for our family.

New year, new rant

 GGGGGrrrr. To qualify for OHP to cover the infusion medication for my RA, I have to have failed two oral medication trials.

Well I have...methotrexate and chloroquine.

but they are denying it, because they don't like they way I failed the chloroquine (side effect of sever muscle pain, inability to STAND UP AND FUCKING WALK)

so they want me to try another medication.

really?

these meds have life threating side effects like CANCER: BLINDNESS; DEATH.

yup

and the next one to try takes 1to 2 FREAKIN YEARS, to clear your system after you stop taking it.

The prednisone is failing...I have 2 years left to work. Thats a LONG ASS time when you're in chronic pain.

AGAIN will be asking for referral to the pain management clinic, and/or a hospice evaluation. (Wich I have been asking for since my 20's and they always say I'm not old enough yet. sigh)

just mad an angry this morning. going to go watch Star Trek with hubby then bind books all day.

rant over.

hope everyone is haveng a better day.