Thursday, November 2, 2017

Vloging for a change *trigger for anxiety riddled sick as a dog babbling*

I was scheduled for rectocele surgery on Nov 1st. and a shit storm of things caused it not to happen.

Surgery info:

I know you all will want to see the before and after pictures right?

BWHAHAHAHHA! you think she's kidding don't you?

Because of the delay you all get to suffer and listen to my whine. Your excited I know.

One of the things I had to do for surgery prep was not take anything for pain, and no muscle relaxers and nothing for anxiety. So my pain level shot off the scale and my mental health deteriorated. Like really really bad.

So I thought I would give you a front row seat to my mind.

Might want a seat belt, just saying...

Good lord, that sound was SO LOUD, it just filled every nook of the house!


  1. Vlogging is pretty cool...and damn courageous.

    1. it's an interesting element of NOT being able to go back over and edit things.

    2. Well you CAN, it just takes a lot of time and effort. I kicked the idea of conversion to vlogs a year or two ago, did some tests, then waffled and changed my mind. Been in limbo over it since.