Doped my self up and finally got some decent sleep. I am less depressed today. No longer suicidal, thankfully...those relentless rolling waves of urges are just, brutal.
Got some long over due chores done with hubby today, so feeling accomplished.
Just "shave my legs" left on the list.
I'm tempted to leave that one till another day. Work doesn't seem to mind me rocking the "wookie with mange" look late at night.
Live is so much easier when your own head isn't trying to kill you.