To deal with the mental health stuff, I am just going to take Ativan every morning. I am NOT playing hypo-hell games with my thyroid. Nope. Nada. Not gunna happen this time.
I hope with in a week or two my body will adjust to the lesser amt of thyroid hormones.
Did you know that once upon a time I had time to draw?
It been years.
I used to have a sketch pad with me 24/7. Drew all the time. I think in the last 12 years I have drawn 3 children's books, and a handful of other drawings.
Why did that disappear from my life? Why did becoming a wife/mother change that? Besides the lack of time?
Arthritis has set in my hands now. The last book I illustrated was painful.....but so much fun.
With my writing, I cannot stop. I can go only so long before the muse is kicking up dirt and demanding I write. I write or go mad, there is no choice.
No so with the drawing though. That I can turn off and on.
I am feeling ....medicated....with this Ativan dose. Calm and quiet.
That should keep you in line and out of trouble for a while, eh?
Aaaah, nope. I still am going post a doodle of my butt, and a cat butt.
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